We were planning on moving our things in today, but my Grandma is sick and had to be hospitalized. So, instead of our original plans we have spent the day at the hospital off and on. My Uncle Ray and Soren gave her a blessing. The doctor told us she is really bad and that she most likely will not make it.
I felt so bad for my dad and aunt when they had to tell the doctor how much they wanted done for her. They told them to do their best for her, but not to put her on a breathing machine or feeding tube to keep her alive. She hasn't has much quality of life and they don't want to prolong her suffering unnecessarily. I don't envy them the decision they had to make.
At this point we are just wanting for more news on whether she has been moved to an actual room. They have had her in the Emergency Room all day.
If it is the Lord's will I hope Mimi (my Grandma) makes it through this. In she does pass I'm sure she will be happy to be with my Grandpa again. More than anything I just hate to see her the way she is. I miss my Mimi that I fought with almost constantly when I was a teenager. I also miss the times that we would sit and talk for hours. I look forward to a time in the next life that I will able to give her a huge hug and talk with her again.
